Wednesday, April 19, 2006
~ Dusty Blog ~
8:36:00 pm
*Cough cough*... I've realised that my blog is getting more and more dusty day by day... *Heh*...
Oh well... Cuz I hardly have the time to update... I'm either out during my day off or I would be burnt out after work...
Anyway, time for updates!
First up, my upcoming organisation's Dinner & Dance on this coming Saturday... Yeah, I'm gonna go ahead with it since this is my first time attending such a big event... Although at times, I have the feeling that I do not want to go for it... Don't ask me why... Just a feeling... I would rather spend quality time with my special someone since we hardly meet due to our different working schedules...
But anyway, I would still go for it since I've already paid $40 for the tickets... It would be a waste of money if I did not go for it... But then again, I have no nice outfits to wear!! Well, this sounds for a shopping trip with my dearest Fione... *Hehe*...
As always, my life very much revolves around work, work and more work... I am getting more and more dissatisfied with my working environment, especially the people around me...
There are many a times when I wanted to ask for out... Just couldn't stand the people there... But again, I love working with the elderly and just like what my friend said, everywhere in the working world is like that... Backstabbing, complaints, everything...
Therefore, I decided to stay put for now... But if the situation gets out of control and I can take it no longer, I guess that I would not hesitate to ask for a transfer... Mind you, I am a human too and I'm not one that can be pushed around or stepped on the head so HECK with all those people! Furthermore, the leader herself is one who practises favouritism and even though she's my superior, I don't respect her one bit cuz she just doesn't deserve any respect...
Yes, the situation in my ward is getting worse day by day and if those 2 people are coming back to the ward from their Advanced Dip, I can tell you that the ward will be a living hell...
And this is the latest thing that I have learnt... That it's not easy to maintain a relationship with someone... All sorts of emotions are being put into it... Love, happiness, contentment, jealousy, disappointment, whatever you name it... And now I truly understand when they say jealousy kills... It will hurt the relationship a lot...
And it also takes 2 person's effort to keep it ongoing and keeping the flame burning... It will die sooner or later if it is only 1 person who is doing the job alone... Like what people say, "It takes 2 hands to clap"...
And one more thing... Friendship... It also takes some effort to keep a friendship ongoing... But you are able to see it if a person is sincere in keeping a friendship or not... It can be quite irritating if a person only bothers to keep in touch if you because of the other friend and ignores you when that person is not around...
Would I call that person a friend? I'd rather lose that friend cuz he/she is simply not interested to keep a friendship with you... But I'm glad that I at least still have a few whom I can still count on... And I don't have to mention cuz you know who you are... *Hugs*
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
